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Chapter 8: The Cult of One

Chapter 8: The Cult of One

I have to admit it took me a good while to get the hang of traveling alone. It sounds strange to me even to say it, since traveling is what changed my life so completely as a young boy traveling the world with my family, and then flying alone to Europe in 2000 with nothing but a backpack and my skateboard. Though I was surrounded by relatives then, my German was less than functional. I was simply good at nodding my head and sharing the same reactions as those talking to me in order to get by. How easy it is for people to assume their reaching you, when they are not, and vice versa. Yet those experiences allowed my mind to expand well beyond those of my peers, as my dirty little secret allowed me to be everywhere, with everyone, and yet in a world of my own, a permanent growth cycle set outside of those around me. I had never been one to follow others in the classical sense, but I joined them in what they were doing, so long as it did not conflict with my values.

No Plan Japan 5 : Taking Flight

No Plan Japan 5 : Taking Flight

o sleep came to me the last night at home. In my head all I could hear was the songs from Rachael William's album "Elysium" repeating over and over. Its one of only three CD's I've ever bought or owned and stands in a league of its own in my opinion. Its a real heart opener. But it was something of a torture as all I wanted to do was sleep.

I was also sweating through my sheets, probably because I had a Chipotle burrito yesterday, that was a bad choice, all that hot sauce and sloppy soyrizo...  they cost $16 now... They were six dollars 20 years ago... That should make me feel old, but it just reminds me how weak our money has become, and all by design in order to collapse the middle class and consolidate business into the hands of a few power brokers.

No Plan Japan 3 : San Fran Psychos

No Plan Japan 3 : San Fran Psychos

Its always a special experience entering government buildings. Especially when your future hangs in the balance. Luckily in my case the worst that can happen is I don't get my passport and my none existent plans for Japan will have to wait for another day.

Knowing that my appointment at the State Department in San Francisco was at 8:30AM, I got up at 5 to prepare. Now before you ask, yes I choose that time out of a full day of possibilities. I even chose it on Wednesday instead of Tuesday in order to go on a bike ride in Big Sur, a further risk that might have prevented me from getting my passport on time. The bike ride fell through because my back was almost out. Apparently carrying a full size dishwasher down a flight of stairs alone is not a good idea...

No Plan Japan 2 : The Celestial Decision

No Plan Japan 2 : The Celestial Decision

There was once a time when astrology fell under the "woo woo" category for me, and the idea of deciding anything, especially anything important because of it was not only irresponsible but worse than gambling. At least with gambling you have a chance, right? Even so I found myself looking to the night sky as a youth, looking for permission, for a sign. One that would let me know that what I was about to do would result in good things, instead of bad ones.